This year I have some doubts to write this post: I read the previous years and I can not think that things have slowly declined, year on year, I miss the positivity that characterized the last years, the idea that it will always a little better.
But it got better. The
2010 - ironically - the year of the Tiger, took me into an evil that covavo from birth and through pure luck, skill of our doctors and some reviled 'tenacity on my part, I am not led to a fatal outcome.
I try to think of it as my father could be the year of my death, was the year in which I survived. I could be alone to face all this, but there was faith that gave me that half of fortitude and hope I had lost. There was the family and friends, even those far away in space and time (people who for years could not feel rushed or very little to offer their help) could be a future not yet here I am still here, a little ' bruised but ready to fight.
Five interventions and after treatment with gamma rays, and there are still doctors are optimistic.
So let's say: it was really a year of shit, but a reason for hope, however small and weak, I can find it.
Buon 2011 a tutti, trovate il vostro motivo di speranza e tenetelo stretto.
Andrea
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