.... many problems and thoughts. Giving pain, apathy, anxiety, sadness, and little desire to do.
There are communication problems ... .. basically trivial .... adsl line that disappears in the evening and at night, about to leave in further isolation.
There are problems ... much more profound, I thought and hoped that especially with the slow passing of days and the daily tasks would have relegated to the bottom of the heart and I would not be affected much. I've always had a reputation as "iceberg", to me it all slip .. but it is difficult to remain indifferent in this situation.
When it comes to suffering ... even more .... of maternal love suffering and bitterness become boulders that oppress the heart.
Mom .... unique and irreplaceable has always been very present in my life, not just children but also in adult life and wife. We shared a lot ... I love the embroidery and the rest, I owe to his stubbornness in me. I remember summer afternoons quegl'interminabili fifth grade .. forced to sit with her needle and thread in a horrible pillow aida blue. The other girls were playing carefree, I could only do that after I spend at least a couple of hours to her and that at that moment I saw it as a passion that could never belong to me.
And then when I was more aware less recalcitrant and I agreed that I prepared all the things that I have in my beautiful linen closets, sharing the joy of being able to do something. Now they are treasures, who kept who know a lot of maternal love, unconditionally.
Now .... things have taken a different turn ... the parties have exchanged: the mother is in a position to need to have the love of my daughter, I will be able to give it as unconditionally? I'll be near, hold her hand and make them feel my heat? Above all, I'll keep to myself for the Magone not give any further suffering?
Pardon the outburst, but I can not always do it with my husband. I also have a brother ... but has practically disappeared: Vale was only when he had to run to his mother.
Ps all my thoughts are ready for the candy-winning blog. There are only a few gift boxes and other details. Saturday will send all ......
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